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22nd-Jan-2007 12:29 pm - New New New!
New layout! New classes! New everything!

Everything is just so new! I am a new person. I have 2 new classes, Beginning Guitar and I am an Aide!! Woot Woot!... And this new layout, I will be editing alot... So yeah... I am so bored right now :]]]
3rd-Dec-2006 01:46 pm(no subject)
I am seriously down right now. I have a porject due this Thursday. It's easy... But my Dad wont tell me how he immigrated to America... Therefore I can't do it. So now I am tears cause I got in a fight with my mom... She is such a fucking bitch... I want to shoot myself... Or grab a knife and slit my throat... Just to get out of this pain. I mean if you knew you where adopted and you biological dad didn't want you and step dad hates you. If your the reason your mom didn't graduate highschool. If your the reason for constant fighting between your parents. How you would you feel? Exactly. If everyone you loved was slowly drifting away, if you were keeping your feelings locked up inside for sometime, and you took your pain out by crying and hiding it from everyone. How would you feel. If the only thoughts in your head were about your death. If the only person you were in love with, didn't feel the same way towards you. If everything you once knew was a lie. How would you feel then? If you had constant thoughts about suicide.....


Tell me how would you feel when going through all of this?
8th-Oct-2006 04:39 pm(no subject)
Just a Poem I wrote:


In a mist of Lies
i Cry
but I Hide
Push all the pain
to a side

it will never end
take these days
try to just realize
that you force your
smile

Everything must be wrong
but why, must i feel
so much pain, and cry
all these tears

I take time to realize
How everything just
turns it's back onto me
How everyone turns
their backs on me

leave me to hang on 
one thread of string
I'm standing on a
thin line
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